ive been hurt so many times i shouldve been said fuck love , but i just keep trying and it just keeps failing. even when i dont try, it fails. im starting to see this love thing isnt for everybody and it’s definantly not for me. this love is taking all of my energy …
i keep saying im not gonna let this shit get me down. but ive been in the house 2 days straight , i burst into tears randomly , and i havent even combed or washed the glue outta head yet. im eating myself to death and all. ughhh
Its my fault for loving you even when you hurt me. staying even when you let go. for giving you my all and you never even attempted meeting me half way. for giving into your everyword. for believing you loved me when you never proved it. its my fault that im hurting. its my fault i keep fighting tear. its my fault i fell in love with you.
i am fed up with love. it seems as if everytime i get 1 foot out of the door. i take 10 steps backwards. ive never been so fucking confused ! i just wanna be done, but for some reason i just cant move on… WTF ?